We've all gone crazy lately...lately?

some random ramblings

Friday, March 28, 2008

Yesterday was a bad day. We had our dog, Bojangles, put to sleep. The cancer was spreading rapidly and he was suffering. It's hard when a pet dies, They become a part of the family. We know it was for the best, but that doesn't make it hurt less. He can now playing with Sparky and Max again. We'll see them again after we pass on.

I went to the dentist after work because I had a bad toothache. The tooth has an old silver filling in it. It started hurting a few days ago and kept getting worse. So I made an appointment for Thursday evening. I had a feeling it was infected. And I was right. They took an x-ray and said there's a big absess beneath it. I got a script for Penicillin and scheduled the root canal for Wednesday morning. They offered Tylenol with Codeine, but I told them I want to try Advil PM or Tylenol PM first. If that doesn't work, then I'll opt for the stronger pain meds. I think once the anti-biotics start working, I'll feel better. The infection was making me tired, although the stress of losing Bo and a lack of sleep also contributed to the fatigue.

Easter was nice. I spent it with friends. This included the gal I like. She only has 6 months sober and I won't 13th step her. That could take us both out. We saw the movie I Am Legend with Will Smith. It's a good movie. One friend is a little squimish so she was warned when any gross parts were about to come on. Especially some of the scenes with the dark seekers. We also watched the season finale of The L Word. It was really good. And hot! Ok, I need to cool off now. I have a meeting at noontime. And, yes, I have 21 months sober. TTFN. Peace.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

I think I'll just give up on trying to get my say in discussions, especially on TNCR. It's like whatever I say gets ignored, except if I act like a total cunt. I say outragious shit so people will actually acknowledge me. I never mean what I say. It's just a plea for attention. I do the same thing when I play WoW. i get frustrated when I get ganked while trying to complete a quest. Yeah, I know it comes with the territory on pvp realms. I just want to get lvled up so I can join my friends in Kara and Gruul runs. I see the lvl 70's doing all this cool shit and I'm lvl 47 and want to get there so badly. The guild on Arthas is more involved than the one my 70 belf pally is in. A friend from TNCR is in the guild on Arthas. He's pretty cool. I think he knows I'm getting frustrated on TNCR and WoW. I'm PMSing, which doesn't help things at all.

I need to work on stress and anger management. I get stressed here at work. I was glad when we got to Philly on Thursday. We went to Eastern State Penitentiary (arrived too late for the tour, but hung out in the gift shop and museum area), and had box seats for the Flyers game. (Flyers beat Tampa Bay 3-2. W00T!) The weather was great and it was good to see our friend who lives down in Center City. I was sore for the next few days from all the walking we did. I'm gonna ask for off on the 26th to go down to Philly again. I hope my stress and anger levels go down or I'll want to stay with the ghosts at ESP. I'm at work so I'll try to write more later. TTFN. Peace.