Holy shit! It's been so fucking long since I've last posted. Let's see..what's been going on.. I'm moved back in with my parents - oh joy *rolls eyes*, still got people on my case about drinking so I'm going for an assessment with a D&A therapist tomorrow morning. I find myself wondering if I'm doing this for me or for them. Anything to get them off my back. Aww hell, if I thought they were overprotective before, pretty soon I'll be back to wearing diapers. I'm already a pansy at 30 years of age. I've been instilled with a fear of going places and not telling my parents or getting their approval. And if they aren't crazy about the idea, I'll then cancel my plans. My mom is the worse of the two of them. It's like, people say that I'm smart, yet treat me like I'm a retard. And if one more person calls me 'kiddo', I swear I'll go postal. I just want to scream "LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" Gods - no wonder I'm in therapy.

I'm caught up at work so I'm not as stressed out over it. I was helping out at our front desk because one of the receptionists was on vacation last week. It was very busy this past week. She'll be happy when she comes back and learns that the doctor who was leaving, has now decided to stay. And that the turtle she gave me - red eared slider named Myrtle - is doing well and is getting along with our other two RES in our ponds. I was off for a week last month and got my haircut during that time. So I surprised them when I got back. As to what it looks like, let's just say people call me Elton. Yes, they know I'm in love with him. (He's one of the very few guys who could make me 'change my mind') Oh, today (soon to be yesterday) my dad and I went to a computer show down in Fort Washington. I got a new keyboard - I killed my old one when I spilled wine on it. I'd been using an old keyboard from the computer we got back in 1996. I also got a 17" LCD flat screen monitor for about $359 - sweet. OK, time for bed. It's midnight and my appointment is at 8:30 am. - TTFN. Peace.